It's me, did you miss me?

I haven't blogged in an eternity. I think FB hijacked my need to spill. Mostly, I just spy on FB. I just go around and check on friends and peruse the pictures. It's not as appealing to me as it once was.

Well, it's the end of February and I'm right in the middle of my Winter Funk that I have realized now I get EVERY year. This winter has been odd and it certainly would have helped if we'd been able to afford a ski trip but nonetheless, I'm trudging along.

This week actually according to the forecast is going to bode as if Spring were here already. What a tease! I'm so done with it already.

I just read through some of my old blog. The one I hide away because honestly I had too much to say and didn't filter myself enough. I really let it go on there. This blog has been more discreet. But then, I'm not dealing with my own personal 9-11 anymore. Well, mostly.

Right now I'm in the middle of switching gears in my life. I'm technically in grad school to become a school counselor. I didn't start this semester because I had an opportunity to learn how to do an assessment. Still working through that but the further I get into it, the more I know, it's back to the front lines for kiddos for me. It's just my heart's calling. I can't sit on the side lines. Sometimes, I even think about going back into Child Welfare although there's no feasible way to do that. I'm a Mom first. I have to have a kid friendly schedule.

Currently, I am seeking employment within a school. Hoping to get my foot in the door. I have already been offered a job but it didn't fit and I have an interview tomorrow. That one feels right but we'll see.

I've not got anything witty or crass to say. I know I need to be better about blogging but for what reason I am not entirely sure. I'm off FB for Lent. Honestly, I don't know about FB. I don't know if I'll be back at least for some time.

Right now, I feel a bit alone and isolated as I wrestle things out. Winter does this to me. All that brown and dead. I don't have anything brilliant to share, I'm just marking time as to where I am right now.

Possibly later, the words will come to me and I'll be a bit more witty.

All for now.